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An atheist who writes supernatural fiction

I just finished editing the short story that I’m working on for my writing critique group. It’s called ‘The Walk In.’ It’s about a guy who is killed in a traffic accident, but who’s spirit ends up trapped inside the body of a young woman, a good Samaritan who stopped to give him C.P.R.

I know you’re probably thinking, “Why is this guy writing about spirits when doesn’t even really believe in that sort of thing anymore.” Well, I don’t have a good answer for you. Probably the best I could say is that I still find the idea of the supernatural interesting. I still love a good ghost story. I still love learning about religion, just for different reasons.

Before, the supernatural was very serious to me. Now, it’s all fun, games, and wild speculation.

Resurection Sunday!

Resurection

It’s been a long time since I posted on this blog, or any blog for that matter. I’m sure many of you thought that SpiritfX was dead;  decomposing in some dark crypt of an internet server, and never to be heard from again. Well my friends, today is Sunday, but not just any Sunday. For SpiritfX.com, today is Resurrection Sunday!

In the chaos and soul searching that immediately ensued after my realization that Christianity and the Bible was almost certainly fiction, I swung from the extreme position that I was living in (believing in gods, devils, angles, demons, talking snakes and donkeys, undead messiahs, etc.), to the other extreme position of believing in absolutely nothing. The one thing that the two positions have in common is that they are both dogmatic.

I have recently come to a realization of the amazing truth (perhaps the only truth that anyone can honestly ever really know) that I don’t as a matter of fact know how or why I or anyone else is here, in existence. I kind of lean towards the concept of emergence, as in the theory of abiogenesis, but to be perfectly honest; I don’t know. I wasn’t around when the first protocells allegedly emerged in the earth’s primitive oceans, and I’m pretty sure no one else was either. So, for me to without doubt, attest that this is a certain fact, would require a great deal of faith. However, it would require an infinitely greater deal of faith to attest, without doubt, that an all-powerful god did it, who also created the seemingly endless expanse of the cosmos, with his son Jesus Christ, and the holy Ghost. There is just far more stuff to believe without the aid of evidence in the latter scenario.

So, with that said, I am raising SpiritfX.com from the dead, for the express purpose of trying to figure out just what the real world is all about. I will be writing regularly on the subjects of religion, belief, science and reality. I think this time I am finally getting off on the right foot though. A wise man once said: The path to knowledge begins with the simple phrase, “I do not know.” Well, I do not know, but I intend to walk this path until I do, or until I return to dust of the earth. Subscribe to this blog, and join me!

Darwin in a nutshell

For the many years that I was a fundamentalist Christian, I had more than my fair share of exposure to the phenomena of creation “science.” And of course, everyone knows that the arch rival of creation science is Darwin’s theory of evolution. However, unlike science in the real world (where the theory of evolution was tested), creation science follows a different set of rules. Well, actually, the world ‘rules’ is probably too strong of a word to describe the method that creation science uses to acquire it’s knowledge. Creation science is much more, um, flexible about how it goes about examining facts and weighing evidence.

As a Christian I was strongly discouraged from reading the works of Charles Darwin. I have heard him called every name in the book. I have been told that he was inspired by Satan himself to write Origin of Species. I’ve heard all the clichés, like: “Even Darwin is a believer now, because he’s roasting in Hell.” “If you believe in evolution, then your uncle is a monkey.” “I didn’t come from no God D@#$n ape!” I’ve heard it all, and I used to believe it. I really believed that Darwin was literally burning in Hell beneath my feat, and I was fully convinced that anyone who believed in evolution was sure to end up frying with him. The only thing that really bothered me about the whole business was that the people who where condemning Darwin and advising me not to read his stuff had never read it themselves. I thought this was kind of hypocritical, but I went along with the flow. It wasn’t long though, about when the first cracks started to tear across my dogma dam, that my curiosity took over, and I actually read Origin of Species. What I learned in that book caused my religion to crumble, and a deluge of knowledge came flooding into my mind!

One of the things about Origin of Species that really struck me was simply the way it was written. Darwin didn’t come across like the spawn of Hell that I was told that he was. Origin of Species is a scientific work. There is very little emotion in it. It’s mostly facts; the results of a large number of experiments, and many observations on that natural world. If anything, Darwin came across to me as a very humble man. It was obvious that he knew that the conclusions he had reached would be controversial in his day, and he tried hard not to be offensive.

So, for those of you who were like me, not having read Origin of Species because of fear; fear of the punishment of your loving heavenly father, or fear of losing friends and family over it; here is Charles Darwin’s theory of evolution by means of natural selection in a nutshell:

Organisms are sometimes born (for various reasons) with variation. This means that they are sometimes born slightly different from their parents. These differences are called ‘mutations.’ Most mutations are not beneficial or sometimes even detrimental to the organism. But sometimes, every once in a while, an organism is born with a mutation that gives it an edge, however slight, over other organisms that compete with it for food and other resources. This advantage will allow it to survive and ultimately to reproduce in greater numbers than it’s competition. This is called ‘natural selection.’ Over time (a lot of time!) these advantageous genetic mutations are added up and passed down to it’s descendants until there is sufficient change for the evolved organisms to be called a different species. The new and better equipped species usually ends up causing the extinction of it’s parent forms, because of their similar needs, and their struggle to acquire them, but not always. Often enough, they both find a way to survive, and that is why our world is filled with a spectacular array of different kinds of creatures.

There! That wasn’t so bad, was it? The Devil didn’t appear before you, and tell you that your soul belongs to him now. God didn’t rain down fire and brimstone on your head. You’re ok, and if you’re like me you’re probably thinking, “man, that makes a lot more sense than a magical man in the sky, forming animals out of clay, and breathing into them to make them come to life.” Evolution just makes more sense, and it has actually been tested ((gasp)), yes tested, and withstood the fiery trials of the scientific community. It is accepted as fact universally in the scientific world, and until somebody comes up with a theory that better explains the evidence, it will remain. That is how science works.

YouTube Blackout ultimately pointless

After reflecting a little bit about the recent “boycott” of YouTube, that I was foolish enough to participate in, I have come to the conclusion that it was impotent and thus completely pointless.

In response to the “blackout,” YouTube has changed nothing, and really why should they. After all, we told them we would all (the minute percentage that actually took part in it) be back in a couple of days. I can almost see the higher ups of the Google echelon giggling in amusement at our weak attempt at sending them a message.

What the hell were we thinking? This wasn’t a boycott. If we wanted to do a true boycott, we would have slammed our reasonable demands down on the desk of the corporate pimps at Google, pulled all our videos, and not come back until every single one of our demands were met! This is how you do a boycott. It is the only way to get results, and anything short of this is a complete waste of time.

With this revelation in mind, I really don’t think it is possible to stop YouTube from descending into the abyss of censorship and fascism. The vast majority of YouTube users don’t give a rat’s ass about any of this. They are there for amusement, not expression. And without the participation of a majority of users, even a true boycott is ultimately futile.

Gay Christians

Last Sunday Denice and I attended a Christmas concert that was held by the Metropolitan Community Church of Knoxville Tennessee. The MCC is an organization that caters to the religious needs of the “gay, lesbian, and transgender” community. Please listen to the podcast for my comments on this event, and on the phenomenon of “gay Christians” in general.